in due timing...

I believe that no matter what the circumstance, any person if putting effort into what they are doing will succeed in what they are doing. The reason I say this is because of the circumstance I am in right now. I am currently on the Varsity basketball team, and it first one would think that this was a chance of a lifetime. The thing that I felt was the complete opposite. I started thinking about playing time, and importance to the team, and last the chemistry with the other members of the team. Last year I was on the jv team, and I loved every moment of it. I had the opportunity to start over 90% of the season, became a captain after a couple of games, and lastly I got along with everyone on the team. With all that chemistry that we had that year I believed the following year we were going to be unbeatable and untouchable on the court. Then the summer varsity league came..... I realized how fast the pace was on the varsity level, and I adjusted to it, but instead of thinking that I would take that experience to the jv league, I was switched to the varsity level. Once I heard the news I was thrilled, one to have the title of a varsity player, and second because I wanted to try something new. Then I realized that I had to start all over, as far as chemistry with different players, I had to adjust back to the fast paced game that the varsity level played to, and at first was very overwhelmed.


Then the fact that I wouldn’t be with my friends from last year also got to me, because they all were on the jv team and I was on the varsity having to be with everybody who was older than me and wanting me to complete tasks for them that at the time I didn’t think I could do. So by having these feelings I started to have thoughts of failure or even quitting, and started feeling depressed afterwards. Then I realized the positive in the situation which was that this year could be used as a learning experience. The good thing about me going to varsity now is that I will already have had a year of varsity under my belt. So when I play more next year I would already be use to the fast pace of the game and know what to do in game-changing situations. Also when it came time for me to step up and take the leadership role it would come naturally to me simply because I would know what to do. That ties in with the whole “In Due Timing” theory. Now I just play or do whatever is needed for me and once I get older and understand the game more it can become easy to me.

tHe tHreAT

i remember a quote from a famous basketball player about being a threat on the court to other defenders. He said something along the lines of how when on the court defenders would hate to be the one to have to guard him simply because when guarding him you never know what amazing things he will perform when on the court. In that same sense is how i feel when im on the football field. Whenever coach tells me to make something happen, i look at that in the same way of the basketball player. when in the huddle, i humbly wait for my talent to be unleashed once jared tells the play. once we know that its a run play, we break the huddle, get lined up, and wait for jared to give the call. "shift", says jared and at this immediate moment everybody gets in their correct stance as they go over in their mind what their respondsibilites are for the specific play. For me, its a time to scan the defense, i know where im going and i know the blocking technique i basically line up and scan the defense right in their eyes to show the fierce attitude that i have when lined up. "set", is the second call of the cadence, "go!" At that very time i enter a mode where my brain, for that specific moment, turns off and the movement of my body is simply reaction, quickness, and the reading of my blocks. i move around, juke, spin moves, shed tackles, anything that is needed for me to reach that safe zone , the place where my team is excited and relieved at that momemt, the time where adrenaline rushes so bad that my brain has to come back in play just so that i can control it. that safezone is the touchdown, and at that very moment, that very instant, is when i know that im a threat.

the one thing that the famous basketball player was faced with was injury. he injured his knee, causing a slowdown in his speed. the worse thing about his injury is that the thought of being a threat went away from other defenders. they would guard him up close, because he was not as fast, and they would challenge him to take a shot, or try to beat them off the dribble, but because of the injury he simply was not as much of a threat. when asked in an interview was he still a threat, he answered by saying, "how can i be a threat if im threatened with injuries?" i also felt that same way once a major football injury caused me to almost end the season. when playing Hawthorne, a team that we knew from the beginning was going to be a dog fight, i went in feeling more confident prepared and ready for anything, bringing that fierce attitude and the violent running styles that i love to give to defenses. The moment of the injury came after i had already got into the groove of the game. my first couple of times running the ball i showed the defense right then that i was fearless of whatever harm they were trying to give me, allowing me team to get first downs and convert on plays where we desperately needed. The play of the hit I did what i do every play scanned the defense, listened to the play call and simply moved by reaction. while allowing my blocks to block the correct defender i saw an opening and simply reacted on it by running through, not knowing what danger waited for me on the otherside. As I got through i was met with the middle linebacker, about 6'2'' 210-220 lbs, and we both came at eachtother with a collision for a guy my sides was like running into a race car. once i realized the injury i immediately took myself out of the play and allowed the trainer to look at it. the response that she gave me was one that at this time i was not ready to hear. "I would not be able to play", words that meant so much to someone who took so much time, so much effort, hardwork, everything in their will to get to the place that they were currently @ to have it all go away. that is one of the worst threats to trully have in sports; injury.

my halloween weekend

the halloween weekend was a weekend to remember for me. as always i live life to the fullest so anytime i get a chance to do something exotic crazy and out of the world, then i dont even second guess the topic. it started with me going to a movie night that marissa was hosting at her house. once i got there it was a familiar crowd with a group of familiar faces. when there evryone was there watching the florida vs georgia game and cheering, and supporting their team. the true party didnt start until a little later that night. while trick or treating with a group of friends, it amazed me all of the different people in Haile who were so full of Halloween spirit. one house was filled with scary, ghoust like monsters all hanging from trees and some in bushes and some even on the doorstep, making sounds as you walked by. Another house mad spooky sounds as you appraoched the doorsteps, and others had body parts hanging from the balcony. then after more time went by me and a group of fiends ran into a much larger group of people from a rivalry school. it trned out that we were about to ennter an alltercation but, we being more classy, ignored the childish play of the other students. also one thing to top off the night was that a friend, justin, and I were walking down the sidewalk and someone pulled beside us in a jeep, yelled "trick or treat" and suddenly launched an egg @ us. scary, funny, and exotic way to end such a crazy night.